weird ubsessions

i know that everyone has a weird unbsession. something that for some reason we cant imagine being without or in my case, not loveing...
my ubsession is umm...not of the norm. its vampires. sunday on scifi, queen of the damned came on and i taped it. i had seen it before and imediatly fell in love w/ it. i get this feeling not in the pit of my stomach but in my head and my heart. i get so turned on and restless by the mere mention of vampires.
i dont know how i first came to like them. i remember reading bram stokers dracula about a dozen and two times. i went and saw the play at the peabody. i have seen interview with a vampire, all the blade movies, once bitten, that one movie with bon jovi in it, and some weird chinese movie...and then some.
i have done countless research on them...maybe one day i'll meet one. maybe one day i'll become one. until then, my search continues.